{"id":43,"date":"2026-01-31T08:40:28","date_gmt":"2026-01-31T08:40:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/malvolient.no\/?p=43"},"modified":"2026-01-31T08:40:28","modified_gmt":"2026-01-31T08:40:28","slug":"fear-the-experience-of-experiencing-non-existence","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/malvolient.no\/index.php\/2026\/01\/31\/fear-the-experience-of-experiencing-non-existence\/","title":{"rendered":"Fear the experience of experiencing non-existence!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-size: medium;\">Hello, Abyss.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><i><u>Reflection:<\/u><\/i> From the very moment our eyes first met, I repulsed in existantial fear. \u2018Stare to the abyss, and the abyss will stare back\u2019 is what they said. And oh, was they right? I saw the abyss smile, the darkness, the shadow. Death!<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: medium;\"><i><u>Self:<\/u><\/i> But no matter, after time we\u2019ve become like old friends. Now I even make mockery of your very existence \u2018the void\u2019 to fill with meaning, within my Power you exist as nothing but space, and within that space is my domain.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: medium;\">And even when my insignificant life is at it\u2019s end. Do not think for a moment that I fear you. By my very last breath in the process of dying, I\u2019ve been waiting for you. Hello, old friend.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: medium;\">Maybe they will call my bravery foolish, but atleast I was bravest when it meant the most.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: small;\"><i>I wanna see your abyss, your death affected eyes.<\/i><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hello, Abyss. Reflection: From the very moment our eyes first met, I repulsed in existantial fear. \u2018Stare to the abyss, and the abyss will stare back\u2019 is what they said. And oh, was they right? I saw the abyss smile, the darkness, the shadow. Death! Self: But no matter, after time we\u2019ve become like old [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"iawp_total_views":4,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-43","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-the-predation"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/malvolient.no\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/malvolient.no\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/malvolient.no\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/malvolient.no\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/malvolient.no\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=43"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/malvolient.no\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":44,"href":"https:\/\/malvolient.no\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43\/revisions\/44"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/malvolient.no\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=43"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/malvolient.no\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=43"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/malvolient.no\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=43"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}